Tears of Fear

06Jan10

I can’t help but feel with each passing day I am a day closer to being induced.  I should be thinking that with each passing day I am a day closer to meeting my baby but an induction terrifies me and so that is what the count down seems to be for.  I want to go into labor on my own, I want her to come when she is ready.  I don’t want them telling me I have to have her by this day or else they will get her out.  I am scared of a c-section.  I am afraid she rather come closer to 42 weeks, and they will only give her just after 41.  So I sit in fear crying my eyes out because the count down to the 12th is getting closer.  I will be 27 on the 13th and that doesn’t even register.  All I know is I am ready to meet her and want her to come out, but on her own without all the drugs. Please Addison, come out soon for mommy, on your own and healthy.

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