Stress

We are moving, looking for a house, I am emotional and M’s mom is visiting which brings out my frustration in not knowing what is going on, how long is she staying? I don’t know, How long is she staying with us? I don’t know. Is she planning on moving in with us even though M supposedly told her that we don’t want that yet? I don’t know. I just want to avoid my home right now so I don’t have to interact with either of them.

Sick

I am sick.  I feel so pitiful.  I need chicken soup, and vitamin C.  This means running to the store.  It is 4:45am.  Can’t sleep as I have been coughing up the green stuff and dealing with my nose all night.  This sucks.  No temp yet though.  I don’t know if work on Tuesday is an option.  God I feel aweful.  I want to feel better.

Long Lost Poster

So I have been hiding from the blog.  Not for any particular purpose except we have been busy and I have been tired.  Of course we have been spending most of our extra time house hunting.  Which sucks by the way.  We finally settled on one house and offering a certain price but just before we put that offer in M got a call.  One where the words “Don’t buy a house in that city, we are moving you” were utter.  What?! Did I just say they are moving us?!  Why yes I did!   The details are not ironed out yet but we should know more in a week and then we will begin house hunting in that city.  I am excited because it is closer to my family.  However, this means finding a new OB and setting up that appointment or commuting for my first prenatal appointment or sticking with June 12th here.  Not sure what to do.  What sucks is I am moving to an even bigger town but guess what, no one there takes our insurance because another insurance is the big bully in town.  What a total crock of shit.  

In other news I came down with a viral throat infection on Thursday.  So much fun especially since I can not drug myself to feel better.  Oh and least I not forget morning sickness apparently kicked in when I got the infection.  Oh yes, yes it did.  I am not throwing up but I am so very nausea that it is making things miserable.  At least the ginger is helping.

So that is where I am in life so far.  Off to sleep some more.

Lets See

What news, what news. . . hmm. Oh I know! How about the news that we found out we are staying where we are at and have decided to buy a house! Yay! In fact we got pre-approved for a loan Thursday and then saw a house Friday. . . and then put an offer in on said house! I know! We are moving fast. First house we saw and we put in an offer. Strange yes but when you consider we have been house hunting on the internet for months and know what is out there we are pretty happy with the home. We are asking $35,000 below what they want and that is after they dropped the price $30,000 about 1 month ago I think. So I don’t know how well they will like our offer. I just hope it works out. We are both talking about what we will do to the house so much that is going to be a big let down if the negotiations go bad. A pregnancy and a house all in one month, a lot to process but it would be awesome if it happens.

Went and saw Wolverine today, which was a pretty good movie. I expected more though after all the reviews I heard about it. Oh and Deadpool I heard they were making a movie out of so I wonder how that is going to work.

Hungry, going to go make cheesy hamburger helper. Oh yeah.

Weekend Getaway

This past weekend M and I were gone to visit my family. It was needed and long over due. I haven’t gone down to see all my family since December. My Mom and Dad have come up and visited me but my brother and his daughter are unable. So my mom and I did baby things. A bit early for it, yes. I couldn’t help myself she was so excited and wanted to go to Target and look at stuff that I got caught up in it. I even have a registry already when I am only 5 weeks along! I feel like I will be jinxing myself and something will happen. She had fun though and started buying stuff for the baby. It really sucks because I won’t be able to go down for Christmas. It will be my first Christmas without my family ever, and I will be pregnant with my first child. I have a feeling there will be lots of crying. I am hoping that we will get to buy a house and then at least I can invite everyone up to celebrate with us.

I woke up with M this morning at around 6am even though I didn’t need to. I got the laundry going and then laid on the couch and fell back to sleep. I had the hardest time getting myself back up. I have this list of stuff I need to get done today and I feel lazy but I like having my relaxing days and even though when we were with my family all I did was relax, we had to travel there and back so it didn’t feel like my true relaxing days.

Oh and yeah, May sucks. What happen to May’s flowers? I am done with April’s showers I tell ya.