I am guilty of the same thing many people especially women are guilty off. I do not love my body as I should. I have a muffin top now when I wear my jeans. More tummy fat than I would like. It all comes down to me not being very active. I need to exercise. I hate the treadmill and i hate running. I have never done well with driving to a gym. The motivation has never been there. If I had someone to drag my ass there I might just be able to do it. If I went for a month I might even like it enough to be able to drag myself. I could always just go for a walk but that wont make my stomach disappear. I don’t eat horrible and i am constantly keeping a mental journal of what I eat during the day. I weigh in the morning around 136lb and can get up to 140lbs after the day ends. I feel fat. I just want to be 10lbs lighter but I don’t try. How do you get yourself motivated to workout? Does anyone want to be my online workout buddy to push me to get my ass in gear? I often think a row machine would be fun. I often envision a work out room or my very own. A home gym. Maybe I could squeeze 30min workouts in with that. I just need motivation. This is interfering with my sex life! I assume that my husbands lack of “passion”, which doesn’t mean lack of sex, is because I am not as attractive as I could be. Help!
