No baby mama drama

I haven’t started my period but I can feel that I am going to.  I am kind of sad.  I mean we shouldn’t have a baby yet, at least not until financially stable.  I did buy a four pack of pregnancy tests at Costco today for future use.  Just a part of me is excited about the idea of having a little girl with M.  One day I guess.  It will be great when we do start a family though, one that doesn’t consist of just a dog.

Today was a good day.  We went out shopping and bought a new vacuum!  yay!  The vacuum works great on removing the pet hair.  It is the bissell pet hair eraser and as of one use I love it.  I hope it continues to do great.  and I bought this cute little guy today as well.  I am in love with those figurines.  I don’t know where it cam from.  I use to be in love with tigers as a teen and now it is bears as an adult.  I am going to have a cookie jar in my kitchen too.  M bought me salt n pepper shakers though that are just adorable.

We also went and saw Sex and the City today.  I am a big time fan of the series so getting this finish up it so great.  I feel finally like there is a true end to my watching.  I hate with things hang in the end and this gave me my finish.

A very good day I think.

Good to be home

It has been one nice long week.  We came home Friday night which made it really a week long vacation and left us with 3 more days.  So lets see if I can’t remember a little more so that I can give a better run down of the week.  Friday the 16th we went to my parents and celebrated my nieces 8th birthday.  She was so cute and excited to see us.  So we ate and opened presents and omg dinner was good.  My dad got a new bbq the day before and was so very excited to use it for her birthday dinner.  There was steak, and chicken and then salad, corn on the cob, baked potatoes, and bread.  I think that was all the food so yes, we pigged out and were stuffed.  Saturday we went to Kohls and I should have bought the vaccum we wanted but thought that we could shop around and find it cheaper.  We haven’t, we should have got it.  I want the bissell pet hair eraser!  Then M and I took my niece to go see prince caspian.  M put up a fight at first since he thought it would be a cartoon.  my niece enjoyed it and I told her that there were 7 books in the series and one tells how Narnia began.  She was excited about that.  I can’t remember if we went out and did anything after that. 

Sunday we didn’t do much but relax and go shopping at Costco.  We ended up buying a brand new printer.  It is a HP photosmart C7200 series one.  It prints, scans, copies and faxes.  The pictures it can print kick ass.  Oh and it is wireless. . . .I am in love with it.  We then preped papers for Ms interview that took place on Thursday.  I love having a wireless printer, I mean you have no idea.  To be able to sit down and want to print something but not have to get up and off the internet to go do it.  It makes such nice copies too.

Monday from what I recall was a lazy day.  I honestly don’t think we did anything, but I could be wrong.  Maybe that was when M went golfing, . . hmm can’t remember.  Oh now i do!  I got my hair done.  Just a more highlights and a cut.  My hair dressers called Saturday and tried to get me to switch to Sunday because she would have three people there to help her.  I told her no since I was not going to go mid day (when she wanted me to come in) on a weekend.  Learned my lesson from the 4 hour cut and color I got last time I did that(yeah, I was pissed).  So I kept my Monday appointment and for 2 hours (the reasonable amount of time for that type of appt) I was the only customer!  I am so glad I kept that appointment.

Tuesday M and my father went to the driving range while I went to the dentist.  I love the dentist but have not been able to go for over two years because of lack of insurance and a tight budget.  Found out I need a crown on a top back molar because the fillings have discolored.  One tiny cavity and oh yeah, the beginnings of gingivitis due to me not liking flossing.  They had to use the sonic cleaner to get off some plaque, heh a little painful.  We left later that afternoon for home since Wednesday we had a whole days drive in front of us.  We got home.  Got a little romantic.  Blew caution to the wind.  Now I get to wait and see if I get my period.  If I don’t and it is a girl her name shall be Esme.  If it is a boy we will re-evaluate it.

Wednesday we left for Portland.  Stopped off at a kohls and nope, no vacuum I want.  Stop off in Eugene and got this beautiful black Macbook.  It cost me 1250.00  That is with 250.00 off since this is the older late 2007 version of the black model.  Hey that didn’t bother me it is still better than the base white model and I love it.  Then I got office for Mac, apple care protection, a case (cause M kept saying get other stuff if you want more, I love him he treats me real good) and then the hard drive cause for my old laptops harddrive.  That thing is my new best friend.  It cost like 130.00 or something and saved me.  All my pictures and documents are now on my mac and when I want to I can reformat that drive and make it my external back up drive.  It is the sweetest thing in the world.

Thursday was M’s interview.  He feels good about it and so do I, but I am so afraid that they wont give it too him.  He says he was more confidant than last time and he looked it.  I have this urge to type up my two weeks notice, which I didn’t have last time.  So I hope this a good sign.  I really want him to get this, but I know that I can’t count my chickens before they hatch.  Same day we drove along the Columbia River Gorge.  It was beautiful.  Especially the waterfalls and the Observation House.  Bought some great trinkets and got some awesome pictures as shown below.  Stayed one more night there.

Friday – Drove home, one long freakin drive.  So that, it would seem, concludes my vacation.  Now I am going to go do some shopping.

Vacation all I ever wanted. .

This has been a great week.  Friday night we went down to my parents and stayed until Tuesday.  We didn’t do much except celebrated my nieces’ birthday and saw some movies (Prince Caspian was actually good, better than the first).  Mylie had such an awesome time playing with the cats and all the people.  Now we have been up in the Pacific Northwest enjoying the great outdoors.  We drove along the Columbia River Gorge and it was beautiful.  Oh and I am typing all of this on my brand new black macbook.  Spent more than I intended to but am loving every minute of it especially iphoto.  I love the blemish remover.  I know this is short but I wanted to update even though we are still exploring the country.  Oh, I also really want something sweet right now.

pissed, just straight pissed

I had one sucky day at work today. It didn’t start off bad but then I got into a discussion with a coworker about the scheduling change that will take place July 1st and well, now I am mad, angry and just straight pissed. I won’t bore you with details of it, but basically two people will currently benefit while the rest of us get screwed a little bit more (some exaggeration, we don’t get screwed, just to be uncomfortable). I voiced my opinion, found out my opinion doesn’t count and realized just how much things can suck. So for the first time in the 6 months I have been working there, I felt hatred at being there. I had images of me saying “screw the scheduling problem, it isn’t my problem anymore” You know being able to quit. I have loved working there for the past 6 months. M has had a thing against that place and has always wanted to jump on my works back for any injustice they might have done against me that I never even saw. So tonight I am venting, expressing my displeasure with work. I was wanting to work through my resentment towards this place that has seeped into my mind and what I got just made it worst. I got “well, I guess you will just have to get over it” WTF?! get over it? the man who hates that place, bad mouths it constantly tells me to get over my anger towards this place. He says he hates to know I am upset at the place that I have loved working at so just wants me to get over it. How, nice and supportive. This is the longest I have lasted at a place before having unhappy thoughts about working there. 6 months, the longest. I am doing good. But I hit a snag, found a problem. Needed some support, someone to walk me through my anger and resentment and help me find a happy place and I get a wonderful “get over it.” So now I am up typing out my anger and resentment in hopes that at least this computer will show me a ibt a of what I need at 11:00pm at night. Now lets add hurt to the anger and resentment and we are on a roll.

Jumpin the gun a little

I was reading Loveisblonde the other day and she had a link ot this site dealing with baby names. Me not have a baby or even expecting still felt the urge to look. So I did. Then this morning I went and checked out other baby name websites. Just looking, since my first like of a baby name that I had before M and I got together was shot down by him (he didn’t like Shayla). So I just started looking. I like a little bit Esme. I think it sounds pretty. So M and I went out to breakfast this morning and I brought it up to him. He likes it better than Shayla and says it can grow on him. So yeah, we are naming a kid that doesn’t exist yet. It make me excited though to plan for something like this.

Also, once I get my new laptop I am going to have to explore webdesign again. I miss it and don’t know where to begin.