Another day another . . . penny

My first day of work is tomorrow and i am thinking as positive as I can.  There is a good chance that they are not going to pay me what I asked for, about a dollar less in fact.  This upset me greatly but oh well.  I might be moving out of town in a month or two.  If we don’t move then after 90 days I will hopefully get a raise from that.  This is a stepping stone into either a career in the financial world or into another.  I can’t get picky and I need money.  At least I will have something to do during the day and hopefully learn something new.

 It just sucks to put on an app what you want to be paid, to interview, get hired and nothing be said about how they don’t want to pay me what I want.  I am going to stop dwelling.

Back to watching spiderman.

My Shame

I want the new Britney Spears album.  I like a lot of the song samples I hear and they make me want dance.  I fill like it is something I should tell  no one, even my fiance.  The album just seems like so much fun.  Oh the shame. LOL

Post Interview

I had my second interview this morning.  They said that it was the first time that they had several applicants that were really good so they were trying to narrow the field.  This afternoon I got a call from them that they would love to have me working for them!  Woo!  I feel so good to be chosen.  They are writing up an offer that will be ready tomorrow afternoon.  If everything is good with the offer (please start me out at what I asked for or more!) then I will be starting on Thursday (Nov. 1st).  Yay to being employed and making money again.

 On a somewhat related note, I was making up an Excel monthly expenses budget.  It compares what my Fiance and I make then finds the percentage for contribution for each.  It kind of sucks to see the money amount but by January 1st things should be better.  He doesn’t want this budget to take effect until the first of the year but I still have to figure out how much to contribute each paycheck until then.  The phone rang at the moment I asked him that question so no answer yet. 

Good to be employed.

Interview

Well, some good news came on Friday for me.  I have a second interview Monday.  I am excited about being possibly employed again.  I have been out of work for almost 2 months.  First month I didn’t really try to find a job, but now I am bored and need some spending cash.  I thought I did horrible in the interview (always think I do) but I guess they want to give me another chance. 

 In preparation I went and bought two new pairs of shoes from payless shoes.  Last day of BOGO so Woo!  The company I am interviewing at has a closed toe shoe policy, which I was informed about during the first interview (while wearing cute Minnie mouse peak shoes).  Thus I felt the need to wear some cute closed toe at this interview.

 On a different note today is my first day of starting to not take birth control pills.  I am hoping that this will work.  I want to feel stable and somewhat in control of my emotions.  It is horrible feeling out of control.  I was having some horrible outbursts (one broken disk, thrown picture frame) and I know that my honey was feeling the strain.  These emotions don’t feel like something I can control, they just happen.  So I am crossing my fingers and hoping for stability.

Insane

Please do not think me strange, though you will.  Today we went to Lowes and bought a Christmas tree.  Then I went to Michaels and bought decor for said tree.  Then to make sure I seem really insane I put the tree up tonight and then put on the ornaments.  It stands fully decorated and lit up in the living room as I type.  I am not the most insane person out there though, I know because my mother had her tree up last week.  I blame the stores for having the items available so early.   Oh well, I am what I am and shall always decorate for Christmas early.